goodbye to natalie

We have had our times good and bad, but thinking about it now, it was the best times I ever had. I remember when we were younger, and we weren't really a pair, but we grew close together and thats why I really care.

I care that your leaving, I care that I will miss you, but what I care most is ill never see you. I miss going to the movies, and dying our hair, or even just the time we shared. Whether it was playing on our laptops, or our stupid little fights or even when I made you pee in your pants that night.

Im going to miss everything we have become, and how close we gotten but I can tell you this , you won't be forgotten. Your my sister and I am going to miss you very much, I just hope you stay in touch.

So I guess this is goodbye, but not for long, I just wish I had the time to come along, You take care of my kids, and tell them I love them, and that I don't know what I am going to do without them.

Im going to miss all of yall and you know its true, but one more thing before you go , I do and I will always love you

tomorrow

I really don't have much to say..... but I am going to have a wonderful day tomorrow with the kids one last time.... i will write more about this later.... i need to get rested up for tomorrow

just something I woud like to share

This is Addisyn =D she is my 1 yr old neice... she is getting so big! She will be walking soon lol

easy day at work

Okay..... Well last night was a interesting night... I worked my cereal of course... and then I had to help my friend on Isle 4... thats with the coffee in the picture! THEN I had to work in the electronics for an hour while this lady went to break... so.. that was pretty boring but I got to use the phones for the first time haa... There isn;t much to say when it comes to telling you about work cause its all the same. Something thats bothering me is that this lady that I work with. I mean I don't have nothing against her but for some reason all of a sudden she acts like she doesn't like me anymore or something and always cranky. We used to be cool... but i dont know what happend...but all I gotta do is smile and still be nice to her cause all I can do is be the better person right? And there is this other girl.. WOW she is very different then what I am used to... I never been around someone that disrespected God so much... i just don't understand.. she doesnt believe in anything.. she thinks when u die nothing is going to be there something like ur just finished... How do I talk to her... what if I am her only hope getting her right with God... its so confusing. She just doesnt respect any of it. I guess I can only pray and see what happens... WOw... other then that... nothing is really going on..its usally all the same. We have a 400 piece truck tonight so I am happy... its not going to be a lot so I can get some things done on my isle =) and tonight is my last night and its my weekend!! I am so excited cause I get the kids!! well... thats its for now.. I will blog later!!

First day of blogging

Okay... yay I am making myself another blog... I saw this website on brandi's mileys sisters twitter and I thought... wow.. this would be a cool place to write my feelings, thoughts and whatever comes to mind on here.. I used to have one when I had a xanga but I stopped.. So yea... well I work nights at wal-mart so right now I am just laying in my bed chillaxing before I go in a couple of hours. On my job I work on isle 9, which is the breakfast foods.. the cereal, breakfast bars, pancakes.. yum! the good stuff haha... so yea its aggravating at times cause we have a time limit and sometimes it seems so impossible! its rough at times... so yea I hope tonight will be a easy night! well.. I will blogg more tomorrow or later I need to clean up my room and get ready for work!!